Question

I realized yesterday a few things. I wrote a letter since I was not around my journal or computer as well as a poem. Most importantly was what I wrote in the letter and I began to ask myself. Why didn't I ask more questions? Why did I not ask so many things? As I had already realized and began to change, was asking more about how you were than I did before but I did not take it far enough. Even still I continued to write and think here is how I would do things and would not take the time to sit down and say or even ask, how would you do this? What do you want to change or not change? What do you want to do or not do? What do you want me to do or not do?

I did many things but one of the things I did not do was ask questions. Always the biggest question to ask is, what do you want me to do? I know what I want and I know what I feel. But that is unimportant when I have not taken my partner into consideration or a friend into consideration or my family into consideration or etc.

How do you feel?
What do you want?
How do you want to proceed?
What do you need?
What do you want me to do?
Do you need your own time?
Do you need your own space?
Do you need your own time and space?
Do you ever want to see me again?

What is it that is on your mind? I fear I shall never gain the answer to that question any longer.

I wouldn't ever try to tell someone what to do anymore. So far I have succeeded in that venture. I do not offer anything unless it is asked of me in such regards anymore. In choosing our fate, becoming the masters of our fate we must ask ourselves what it is we want and ask others what they want.

So...
What do you want?
What do you need?
Can I give it to you?

~Sleven

P.S: I love you