I am bored and thus anyone reading this will...well why in the world are you reading it to begin with? O.o You should know that there is nothing but absurdity within the confines of this page! ALAS I am unable to sleep. So I shall irritate anyone who reads this. I have decided that not posting anything on a perfectly good blog no matter what the reason is... well stupid. Its a space that I can use to annoy other people. Isn't that nice? :)
Things are going much better than they were a month ago for me. It is hard to believe that so much stress can be relieved so quickly. Things are normalizing and pretty ladies are starting to swarm. It is such a nice feeling. Pretty soon I will have to start bating them away with a stick. Hopefully not an ugly stick... that would just be distasteful. Though many seem like they have been hit with one. *shudders* I am sure a good match will show up in time... more on that in a few paragraphs... maybe...possibly... who knows? :D
Lemme see here... what can I talk nonsense about. Well currently my cat is sitting on my bed. For some reason he has been hanging around my room frequently as of late. Still whines like a baby though, hence his name.
I am in great anticipation of the holiday season. Not because of the presents for Christmas, but the lovely fact that I can sit on my lazy arse for an entire month and not have a true care in the world. No worries about grades (though I will reward myself if I do as I will in a certain class).
I recently picked up a new type of tea for those of you who do not know, I love tea. Silver Needle (though expensive) is great to have. For some reason when I first had it... I wasn't exactly a fan though now it is one of my favorites. Yay me I suppose.
Ha you got lucky, I am talking about lady friends again. So...
Well I have learned that there are a few people in the last month that I can not trust and some have resurfaced attempting to gain insight to my life which I find interesting considering no one I speak to regularly could supply them with accurate information which leads me to extreme curiosity about why they are inquiring into my private life. After all, they didn't care three months ago, why do they care now? Scratch a lie, find a thief.
I am looking forward to the ability to read during the break. Play my games. Work out, oh my goodness the ability to work out and then do it again, call me nuts but I love that. Hopefully I get my new weights for Christmas, if not, I shall buy them muahahaha. Ha....? No? I thought it was amusing, perhaps not. Maybe its not. Shit. Who the heck are you!
That line is called attitude...
So lady friends... Tee hee, it is rather nice to have a few to talk to on a regular basis that I didn't know a week ago, who knew it was so easy to come by? Though none of these are steady material but it is certainly nice to know what your abilities are especially when you are not accustomed to knowing such intriguing pieces of information.
And my cat keeps staring at me... A bit unnerving actually...
Ah well... Lets see here...
Yea. Bought some new music within the last two weeks. Especially the songs a certain someone told me they were going to help me get but never did. Rawr! I knew I wouldn't get them so can not say I was surprised.
Anyone still reading amuses me, who honestly cares about the ramblings of someone on the web who has nothing better to do with their time?
Oh well, guess for some reason my blog interests you huh? Well then speak to me! Or not that works to. Some people loved to be shrouded in mystery and secrecy. Though these veils they throw up attempt to hide from others what their thoughts actions and desires are, they succeed only in fooling themselves. Believing their treachery could possibly be hidden by the veil of deceitfulness that they have contrived. Though they fail to realize that in time, light illuminates all darkness and their treachery will not go unrewarded.
As someone I once knew said..." I do not need to seek revenge, Karma has worse thigns than I could ever inflict"
Dark maybe but it does give one a sense of justice knowing that in time everyone, in some way shape or form does reap what they sow...
You can lie to everyone in the world. Even yourself and do a superb job convincing those people... though God sees through all things. You can lie to me, you can lie to your family, you can lie to your friends, but you can't lie to Him. Any day of the week I would put my faith in Him. Former friend of mine said "I would rather have a real person back me up in a fight than an invisible being." I find that sentiment saddening, why? Because there are things in this world we can not see or taste or touch. How do you propose you fight an enemy such as that? I would much rather have an invisible "man" on my side because though you can kill me, that "invisible man" provides a life outside of this existence, which is merely a shadowy reflection of what true greatness awaits us all, that is, if we are deemed worthy...
Look at that, silliness to seriousness all in the same post. Seems I am growing out of my rambunctiousness. Oh dear growing older can be such a curse and a blessing all at the same time. To remain forever a 9 year old child needing to know very little of this world, such ignorance is bliss I believe. Makes you wonder why Adam and Eve had to pick that bloody apple eh? We all could have remained ignorant and happy, than be smart and miserable.
Which would you rather be? With wisdom comes great responsibility. Though this can be quite rewarding, it can also be quite painful. I find it amusing that I think, all the time these days. What is, what was, what will be, what have I learned, how can I apply this, do I want to apply this, and so many other things. To be young is such a wonderful and terrible thing, such painful lessons are learned at a young age. Though I suppose this happens young so that when age finally dawns on us, we can accept this wisdom with grace and fortitude knowing that our lives, though forever changed, are also forever enriched through the experiences endured. After all if you have no bad in your life, how can you truly appreciate the greatest beauties and pleasures of this world?
People rarely appreciate things the way they are and always wish for the way things were and by the time they realize that their situation is different now then before it is too late to change what was to what is though what is is here and now and can be changed now thus affecting the future which is why we must always keep our mind on the here and now. For the here and now is where we can enact change and guide the direction of our lives.
I find great peace in knowing that there is someone out there who will love me for me. Already does anything and everything I could ever desire of someone to do and all I have yet to do is find them. The most incredible things can happen in the most innocent of circumstances. No one knows what the future holds save for the Alpha and Omega. I smile and look the future. Even as I type these words I am at peace. Knowing, that this is not the beginning, middle, or the end, for life of a soul has no end. I love more, I feel more, I believe more, more than I ever have before. I have learned so much in such a short period of time no wonder my mind has difficulty processing such vast amounts of information in such small quantities of time.
Anyone still reading, I hope that one day you have the courage to speak to me about such things that I have learned. It would give me great pleasure to speak about what I have learned and impart, hopefully, some wisdom within you.
The path, spans for ages across times and generations. Though right here and right now, it is my turn, my path that I walk. The Hand has given me the ability and when things become to great again the Hand assists me even through times I have yet to realize.
Always remember that there is, indeed, for all time, someone looking out for you. He is always there, though you may not be able to listen in ways we speak to one another, he can speak to you. All you have to do is listen to His language. Appreciate what things are around you.
Always keep
Faith
Hope
&
Love
Think with these, and you can never go down the wrong path.
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