Confused.

I am uncertain. I know what I should do and I know what I want to do and then I know what I feel. I feel like I am talking in code again and I do not want to. I want my Holly back but that is hard to find. too many things do not add up and I am looking for something real. Too many signs have appeared that I do not recognize. Feels like the good lord is trying to tell me something but what exactly that is I am quite uncertain.

Thinking of you Holly... Where are you girl?

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P.S. : I love you